LUKE 11: 1-13
GENESIS 18: 20-32
One morning at the monastery during
our Eucharist, I was standing around the altar as the monks do for daily
Eucharist, and from my position I looked at the host as it was being elevated
during the consecration. While I looked
at the elevated host, I could see in a direct line past the host, to a monk who
stood on the other side of the altar, and past him to a tree ouside the window
of the chapel. Suddenly it hit me. All is One.
The host, the monk, the tree, are all God Presence.
I had read about this mystical sense
of Oneness, but never experienced it quite like I did at that moment. The Presence is everywhere in all things and
places. It is illogical to say that God
is more present in one place than another, as if the Holy could be divided up
into smaller and bigger parts. This
sense of Oneness has begun to affect my life in several ways. Start with the tree. Outside the window of my cell, there is a big
tree that blocks my view of the mountains.
Before this experience of Oneness, I
whined that the Abbot should not have planted all these trees when he
was a young monk because now they grow up and block a million dollar view. I wish the tree would die, or at least cut it
down half way so I could have my view.
It is an inconvenient tree. Now I
see that the tree is filled with the Holy Presence, the same Presence that is
in me, I hope. Now when I get up in the
morning, I talk to the tree. “Hello
tree, how are you?” Maybe I have had too
much silence and solitude, but this is how it is. The tree is no longer something that bothers
me. It reveals the Divine out my window.
Now turn to the monk. He is filled with the Presence. He is not just someone with whom I compete
for scarce resources such as the last cookie in the jar. He is not someone with whom I compare myself
in false pride. He is not a bother or
inconvenience in my life. He is a
revelation of the Divine. He is God
present to me. He is one with me. When I
see this connection between me and the other person, this Oneness, it becomes
much harder to be unkind or uncaring toward another person, much less to kill
someone in a war. It would become easier to forgive some one their debt to me
because now I would feel a bond and compassion for the other person. Abraham had it right and the fellow in the
gospel in his bed had it wrong. Abraham
feels this bond between himself and all humanity. He wants to try and save the lives of the
people in Sodm and Gomorrah, even if they are not of his tribe, faith, or
ethnic group. He wants to preserve life
even if they are unrependent people. He
makes no judgment. The fellow in bed
treated his neighbor as an inconvenience, a “bother” says the gospel. It was the way I had treated my tree outside
the window of my cell.
The fellow in bed is probably a
believer, of the same religion as the one asking for bread. He probably believes that he is in good
standing with God, and goes to worship on the Sabbath. Yet, he sees his neighbor not as One with
himself but as a bother, a nuisance.
This brings me to the Eucharist, the elevated host in my revelation that
morning. When I was young I was taught
that God came into the host, but that I was a sinner who barely qualified to
receive communion even if I went to confession the day before mass. Until God came to me in the communion, I did
not have much God. As for trees, they
were inanimate objects which could be cut down for the convenience of view or
profit. I still see some people who love
to go to Exposition of the Blessed Sacrament and Benediction, to reverence God
in the host, but then these same people can be quite nasty, gossipy, and unkind
to others outside of Church. For
centuries Europe has been the battleground for fellow Christians killing one
another.
Karl Rahner, S.J. a great 20th century
theologian, helped me to understand the Eucharist. He used the term “Transignification.” The significance or meaning of the bread
changes, but more Godness is not added to the bread than to the tree or another
person. God is everywhere. The bread signifies things that the tree does
not. The tree does not remind me of the
Incarnation, the Lamb of God, my Salvation, the Cross, or being fed by Godness
in this special way. So I reverence the
Eucharist as its unique expression of significance of the Divine acting in my
life. I do not segment the Divine in a
way that I can ignore or manipulate the world for my own selfish wants.
A parent will cut their child slack
because the parent experiences a blood relationship. They would have a lot less tolerance of other
people. So the parent would not give a
snake to a their child who asked for a fish.
Yet they might let the neighbor go hungry.
We ask God for many things. Jesus tells us to ask, seek and to knock, but he hints at what we might really need. To Jesus, God as Father, or parent, sees us all as children of the One. As such, Jesus suggests in the final verse of the gospel, that we might ask for the Holy Spirit. It is this Spirit that is the principal of all creation. God looked on all creation in Genesis and said, “It is good.” God did not say, some of creation is better than good. Some creation may have different significance or meaning, but all creation is filled with the Holy Spirit. All is good and all is One.
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